I’m pleased to report these complaints are mostly unfounded. Metro 2033 is a beautiful game with a strong narrative, even if Artyom’s motivations are somewhat unclear. I beat the game on normal difficulty without much trouble. The weapons in the game are no less responsive than those in S.T.A.L.K.E.R. I knew from the start that bullets were currency in the game, and that crappy bullets existed, but I didn’t figure out how to use those crappy bullets until halfway through the game. The crappy bullets really are crappy, being much louder, less powerful, and more inaccurate. It really makes you value those money bullets and forced me to decide when it was worth shooting my money away.

Around the halfway mark, there’s a vendor who will sell you either heavier armor or stealthier clothing. I had spent nearly all of my good bullets on a better gun, which was poor foresight on my behalf because guns are everywhere. I was duly punished for it though, as I was never offered the opportunity to buy a different armor again.

I got Metro 2033 on sale, and it’s one of those games in which I wish I had bought it on release. The game is short, but it’s really immersive. I hope 4A made enough to keep developing, because I’ll definitely get their next title the minute it comes out.

I blasted through Bioshock 2, and now I can turn my attention to STALKER: Call of Pripyat. Pripyat is the third STALKER game, and after the disappointing second outing Clear Sky, it feels like the sequel that Shadow of Chernobyl deserves. If you own Shadow of Chernobyl or Clear Sky through Steam, you can get Call of Pripyat now for $20. It sells for only $30 to begin with, but selling it for $20 through a customer loyalty program is criminal.

Once a day, at a random time, a radiation emission blasts The Zone, killing anyone not within cover and scattering new artifacts across the landscape. I had just finished a mission when the emission warning sounded. My nearest cover was a good distance away and I was overburdened with loot. The warning gives you two minutes, I make it close within a minute.

My cover is in a hillside bunker. As soon I step inside, I spot three zombies. I put a few bullets in them and they drop. No one else is coming near my bunker so I don’t bother looting their bodies. In the next room is two more. I take a few bullets for trespassing, by one that was hiding in the bathroom, and keep trying to make my way deeper into the bunker. I’m technically not safe until I’m dug in like a tick. I can hear barking inside, which could be a number of any variety of nasty mutants.

I turn my flashlight on and creep further in. I’m safe now, but I see that the barking is from a pack of mutated rats. I spray some bullets and the majority of them expire. The Zone is scorched with radiation while I sit in the dark with mutant rats running back and forth past me. The wave of destruction passes, I work my way back to the bodies of the zombies to collect ammo, bandages, food, and useful equipment before I emerge from the bunker and start on my path back to the STALKER base.

This was about five minutes of gameplay. Since Sunday I’ve spent almost six hours playing.

In four days, my Army obligations will, for the most part, be officially over. I have plenty to be spiteful of but I can’t for the life of me dig up those graves. I just so happy that this is all finally over and I can go back to a normal life and move on to being more than just the dude who fixes your printer.

Here’s the short list of people I want to publicly thank; Martinez, Parlier, Thomson, Reina, Wilson, Key, Hice, Laforest, Blythe, Lawson, Saro, Burditus, Killman, Sweet, Jackson, Jones, Welsh, Baker, and O’Rourke.

I stop shaving on Wednesday and I stop wearing the uniform on Thursday. Beyond that I’m just working on being a real person again.

So if I wasn’t doing much work before I’m definitely not doing much now! I start the out-processing rigmarole on December 15th, which will either be super easy because not a lot of guys are getting out the same time I am or absolutely impossible because everyone will be on Christmas vacation.

In case you don’t know me at all, I am super excited about getting out of the Army and finally moving on with my life. Ever since the beginning of my last deployment (November 2007) I’ve felt like I’ve been stuck in an enormous rut; unable to progress in my career with nowhere to go and no help to look to. I’ve been doing the same goddamned job for my entire enlistment in the same unit on the same post. I’ve gone nowhere and seen nothing but 1-32 CAV and Iraq. It is well past-time that I start something new.

Of course I’ve been told for years that there’s plenty of other jobs and places in the Army but I never saw any of them and even if I were to stay in I wouldn’t have seen any change until at least 2011. I showed a few people I knew a few things early on and they held on to me as long as they could and then handed me off to the next guys who did the same thing, my own career be damned. I think it’s safe to say that, like all soldiers, I’ve been used up and abused and now I’m ready to be cast aside.

So what the hell am I doing anyway? I’m going to school! Southern Illinois University Carbondale! I’ll be studying aviation flight for two years before moving on to finish out the two years for a bachelor of science degree in aviation management, and since I have so many existing credits anyway, I may take a minor in computer science. In four years I’ll be flying planes for a living. I really couldn’t be more excited!

]]> http://dreamofwaking.com/2009/10/04/a-far-better-waiting-game/feed/ 0 http://dreamofwaking.com/2009/03/18/time-for-party-hats/ http://dreamofwaking.com/2009/03/18/time-for-party-hats/#comments Thu, 19 Mar 2009 00:49:06 +0000 brian http://dreamofwaking.com/?p=967 ABC News: Gates Announces End to Army Stop-Loss

This is easily the best news I’ve read since President Obama took office. Though the article says stop-loss will be phased out over the span of two years, this gives me a huge amount of hope that I won’t be stuck on the next bullet train to hell. Stop-loss is a despicable practice that turns volunteers into conscripts and I am undescribably happy to know it will finally end a nightmare that has affected countless lives.

I wasn’t officially hyped about the Bioshock sequel until I saw this. Now I want to demand a release date.

This also suggests to me a proper sequel, rather than the prequel that was tossed about when the words “Bioshock 2″ were officially uttered.